love you stephen  / Jeanette Lewis (mother)

To my Stephen,
How I miss you and love you.  I feel like I cannit do this anymore without you.  It's like I always told you, the worst thing in the world is for a parent to lose their child, and whatever it is in life that you are going through is insignificant compared to the loss of a loved on.  Well that it what I am going through right now.  The hardest thing I ever had to do was bury my first born.  The pain still has no subsided.  All I keep asking myself is how am I going to continue to live without you here with me.  I lived my life through you. You were my everything.  The only thing that keeps me hanging on is the believe that one day we will be together, and I will be able to greet you with one of those amazing hugs, and just hold you for all eternity, but for right now, I have to stay strong for your brothers, because I know that is what you would want me to do.  You will forever hold a place in my heart, and until the day we meet again, know that I love you and miss you.  You are my angel!! love you alawys mommy
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sending my love to you hugs and kisses

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