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stephen rembering  the night that you were born was the best nightday of my life. giveing birth to you  at first you were not  shure if you wanted to came out or stay it took me three times to the hospital for false laber then one night i woke up to go to bathroom and you broke my water i called grandpa he took me to the hospital and like about  an houre you were born seven pounds twelve oz. and twenty one inches..i just looked at you so pressious and beautfull baby boy it was then when i told myself that i was going to give you everything in life. watching you as you grow
you alaways smiling and lauhing a verry happy babychild.nothing got you upset you never let anything get to you you loved to make people happy and you loved handball and brooklyn to go swiming at the beach and the pool'syou alaways had so maney friends you loved youre little brothers wit. all youre heart. youre the best big broher ever. you also met the senter of staten island you took up boxing at the cromell center and you went to work with pop you loved to chill with youre cuz.in brooklyn.we would have so much fun together and  how we would go bikerideing we would race you used to tell that you were win missing you telling me that you love me 
and giveing  me kisses hearing youre laughter watching runing and playing whatching you grow up hugging you and loveing you were a verry loveing and affectaionet teenage boy i miss all the beautfull times we had together   


happy 15 [th] birthday stephen we all love you very dearley  i still cry every day for you  missing you so much i don't get it why you had to die we are hurtintg so much for you love you wit. all my heart love mommy .....


stephen you were such  a loveing boy from the day you were born alaways had a big smile on youre face you would ask ane one how thay are alaw3ays wit. youre little brothers you loved to play handball and go to the beach in brooklyn you went to work  with pop at first you didn't like it then you learned how to do it and  loved  it  you loved to go swiming  and you  used to tell me  that you  were going to be the next  WWE. champ you also met the senter of staten island you did good in school you had so many friends so maney people loved you dearley you had a very  special place in all our hearts and still do and alaways  will  


the night that you died days before  you got jumped by 12 kids for youre sneekers and you had youre little brother  tyler  with you and all you could think of is him so you took the punches so dayes latter i took you out to cheer you up with youre friend's at the same time i would do the laundry so i crossed you acrossed the street so 45 min.. passed buy so i was on my way to the store to buy you something to eat and drink when i saw you run across the street and you asked me where was i going so i told you to the store to go inside the laundry matt so as i drove away you ran back outside and you fell between the front and back tire of the darge ram charger and the back tire ran over you i craddled you in my arms you struggled to tell me mommy i love you i told you i love you to screeming for help begging you not to die you took one more breath and died in my armes then the amblance took you to the hospital where the doctors worked on you for about an houre the doctor came out a ntld me that thay were sorry that you did not make it all i wanted to do is hold you for ever in my arms and kiss you from head to toe stephen i love you with all my heart    




my son stephen from youre heartbroken mom on September 17 2005 youre life was ended and so was mine my precious stephen my heart and soul to find youre love youre only goal but god wanted you that day and took my precious boy away the pain i feel cannot be told the hurt and pain till grow old youre soul is lifted from the ground in jesus arms you were heaven bound and once in heaven you smiled at me and saw me bending on my knees you saw me cry you saw me weep as teardrops fell upon youre feet so now i kneel upon youre place and close my eyes to see youre face youre cheeky smile youre loveing grin bring the warmth back home again now with grandpa you sit and wait at the entrance to the pearly gates till one day together well be a family in armes stephen and me so time it passed slowly by and every night you know i cry i hear you say mom i'm ok and struggle to face another day i know youre near i see youre face youre shadow runs around this place youre voice i here it in the night sleep well my stephen god bless and good night we love you and miss you love mommy daddy and youre brothers david ; tyler; john ' julius happy 15th' birthday in heaven we love you



happy birthday stephen we all miss and love you







i miss you in the morning light i miss you when it's dark at night i miss you cause youre not here i miss holding you cause you where so dear i miss all of the things you used to do i miss you telling me i love you mom i miss the way you used to smile at me i miss you more then anyone could ever see i miss you for all the joy you give me i miss all the times we had together i miss you so much the hurt is alaways in my heart i miss you sence we had to part i miss a lot of sleep at night i miss the way you used to dance i miss playing handball with you i miss most of all my mussy boy i miss all those talks we would have i miss holding you right here by my side i miss you sence the day you died stephen youre thoughts will alaways be with me i wright this in youre memory the words i wright i place where you lie all of youre beautfull memores will never die to my son stephen i miss you and love you with all my heart love alaways mommy xoxoxoxoxo









IT'S TIME FOR ME TO SAY MY GOOD-BYE'S

BUT EVERYTIME I START I BEGIN TO CRY

I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE NOW

BUT IT HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT AROUND.

I WILL MISS ALL THE CRAZY THINGS WE use to do

THERE'S NO ONE IN THIS WORLD WHO COULD EVER FILL YOUR SHOES.

I KNOW THERE'S NOTHING ELSE FOR ME TO DO.

BUT I WILL ASK MY ANGELS TO WATCH OVER YOU

I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING DOWN ON ME.

AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PART IN ME. stephen

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MIGHT

I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY AND NIGHT

SO ALL I CAN DO IS TELL YOU THIS

I LOVE YOU stephen WITH A GOOD-BOY KISS.
                         
                         mommy